Just a random thought

I have decided that I am not going to follow conventional methods of writing. I don't want people to be able to tell right off what I'm getting at. I want to shock and surprise people. I would love, more than anything else to change the lives of the people who see, read, or perform my work. I want for people to be able to identify with what I write on a deeper level than anything they've ever been able to connect with before. I want to be the silent partner in a life long kinship that helps people who are lost find their way through life. I want my words to be the friend that won't let someone down when they need them most, and that will comfort them no matter what their problem is, or where they are in their life, now matter how old they are or what their sex or sexual orientation is. No one should be left alone in order to fend for themselves in this life, and it shouldn't be expected. No one has all the answers, but at the same time no one should look up to or depend on someone or something so much that they forget to depend on themselves. I just had to put that down, I hate getting too deep and talking in circles. I'm going to just leave it at that.